How is it that you and I have never clicked,
Yet I find myself missing you?
Why did you cause me so much pain,
But I miss your friendship every day?
It's hard for me to even comprehend,
How these things begin to happen.
I can be completely happy,
Laughing, joking, along with him
And then when I'm alone again,
There's an emptiness that seems to never leave,
A longing that I can't express.
I think I'm waiting for you,
Waiting for you to get off your ass
And maybe realize that you might want to be my friend again.
Because that's what I miss about you,
Not the way that we used to kiss,
Or the way you used to cuddle me in the dark
With only the moon as a spotlight.
I just miss the way we used to be able to talk,
Long conversations that can last for hours.
Talking with you
Used to make those summer days go better,
Ease my anxiety before I parted ways with you.
I'm not exactly sure what happened here,
Why you suddenly became the way you did.
It's not easy for me to say I miss you,